Like the title says, it is some seriously bad news. Unfortunatly for me, the computer's hardware couldn't hold out on me. So I will be out for a good while. That also means I'm going to lose every recent file that was on my computer since my CDs can't hold about 1 GB of memory. So it's pretty much bye to my work on BomberSonic. Bye to some of the images I saved. Bye to a whole bunch of other stuff I had in my comp. Want to know why? I contacted the people about Staples since my warrenty on the comp hasn't expired yet, but trying to get the data back isn't covered by the warrenty and trying to get it back costed 4 times more than the computer itself, which is rediculous.

So yeah, right now I'm without any kind of contact with you guys. To those on Furcadia, please let everyone know that I won't be back on for a while.

Also, I'm going to get rid of my bank account. Because of their own flawed services, I'm going to withdraw all of the money from the savings account and just shut it off. I'd talk about it now, but I'm at the library... Next to the bank. So I'm sorry to say this everyone, but for now... Goodbye...

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You guys thought I would be pissed, huh? XD

Anyways. There was some things that bother me, but not in a way that I would go thrashing like crazy. Like people making up names for a slightly different shade of red no one's really paying attention to or even really care about.
Been doing random crap, laughing my ass off to people making idiots of themselves. Especially those kind of people who just want to talk shit for no apparent reason but they just want to make one up so they end up making themselves appear worse.

So recently I've been looking back on some things like videos and music to games that was overlooked 'cause of Sega being too damn fast for their own good. Stuff like Jet Set Radio and I bet barely anyone's heard of Pulseman, funny thing is that it sounds like a Megaman ripoff, but it isn't. Also tried out this hacked game that would've sell big if it could. xD
Anyone familiar with "Sonic 1 Megamix"? I hope so. Not saying much about it.

Anyways. A while ago while playing Nostale a friend of mine & I was just having a talk about random video game characters and stuff. Talked about how much ass Silver Sonic would kick with the Sonic Adventure styles and some of the other characters should've been brought back. Not getting into details.

Buuut after all of that, I'll be job hunting.
Before I leave, my mother told me that a couple of days ago, the people in my city did a 4th of July fireworks show... Did that make ANY kind of sense? o.o
And for some reason... It turns out I'm blocked from tinyblue's account... I have NO idea why though. O.o

Well. See ya.
(Also, the mood thing sucks, I'm not irritated. xD)
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Okay. First thing I would like to address is that I'm not entire pissed off right now. Just listing things that pisses me off and also a good number of people that play online games, have anything to do with crap online or just in general. Okay.
Please take no offense to what I'm going to "say". At least 5 things.

Okay, here's one of the most noticable things that pisses me off a good bit; Fanbrats. Especially the Sonic fanbrats.
I remember when I first played the Sonic games, I thought that it would be just a fun game. Then it got better until I didn't hear more about it since I didn't have internet at the timem. But when I did hear the game Sonic Adventure coming out, I was ready to play it, and honestly... That was the best 3D game I've ever played in my life. Why am I talking about games right now? Keep reading and you'll find out.
Okay, so Sonic Adventure was really good. A lot of people can agree with that and those that say it sucks, eh, if they don't like it, don't like it. Don't go bashing on it. But that doesn't overlook the fact that it was a good game and a lot of these fans agree with that. Sonic Adventure 2 was also good, though I was slightly disappointed that you couldn't wander around the main map and look for the stages, but everything else was alright to me. THIS is the part where it starts to become less fun and more "serious" to most of the fanbase... This is also the company's fault, not just the fans. Now going to the recent games. Most people claim the recent games are bad. Bad gameplay. Bad glitches. Bad story. So many plotholes that it's rediculous that came with the new voice actors that even I admit, most aren't very good. Except Robotnik's. He did that one good. Jason's doing better at being Sonic's voice actors, but because of the old ass "flamewar" people look down at the Sonic fanbase like it's the worst piece of shit anyone could get into. Flaming and bashing on each other for OPINIONS. Opinions on part of the game. I myself like Sonic Riders. Those who're going to bash me about that, fuck off 'cause no one wants to hear it.

One other thing that pisses me off is the majority of major companies these days. I know it's supposed to be a competetive thing, but this is fucking rediculous. 4Kids banning a guy from YouTube for stating an opinion about them, claiming copyright infringment... The hell? 20th Century FOX... They're hypocritical dicks. Not going to say much about them. Aaand the video game companies. Oh I'm not leaving them out of this. This is aiming mostly at Sonic Team and if anyone else from the other company is reading this by any chance, take this as a lesson too. I may not know much about the business, but as far as I know... If people are going to make reviews that most people agree with, pointing out the good and crap about it. Learn from it and take out the crap part of it. So why is Sonic Team/Sega repeating the same shit over and over? Also about this "Sonic the Hedgehog Genesis"... Even I agree, this is the worst they can ever do to a Sonic game. Remaking it on a system that's better than both of the old systems (Genesis and Super Nintendo) but even the sound quality's crap. The gameplay, ugh. No need to say. And if I have one thing to say, unless they show some improvment on Sonic Unleashed... Don't bother making anymore Sonic games, let other companies do it. Dimps do a better job than you and they mostly make DBZ games and other stuff that had nothing to do with Sonic. They only listen to the fans that most people say don't know what a good game is.
Really... If you listen to what the small fraction say about the games... Then look at the majority of the fanbase on different parts of the internet that apparently knows what a good game is... WHO ARE YOU GOING TO PAY ATTENTION TO?! Think about it... 1 of the 6 of the fans? Or the rest? That's all I have to say, I had some ideas for Sonic Team that would've made millions for them, but they won't listen to one person that has a good idea. Other company workers, take lesson from that.

Damn that was long...

Another thing that pisses me off - and this has to do with mmorpgs - kill stealers. Asshats why won't these people kill the monsters of their own and get what's dropped from them? But what irritates me even more than REGULAR kill stealing is range users. The lowest of the low kill stealers. It's bad enough that they're kill stealing, but kill stealing from a DISTANCE?! BULLSHIT! For those type of range kill stealers. You all suck ass and deserve the kind of penalties from the games you're in that'll literally screw you over. This has even happened to me once. There's a certain monster that I had to kill, an archer comes by and watched me attack that very monster for 5 seconds. But then when the health is low, the bitch gets up and steals my kill then act like nothing happened. If it was possible, I was take the sword that's half as tall as my character, and shove it AAAALL the way up her ass if she stole my kill and twist it counter-clockwise and get my "exp." from doing that to the little bitch. I wouldn't mind the kill stealing if it was in some event where about 50+ people are in the same place, having to kill all of the monsters and there's a boss monster coming by, but at the regular field? That's not fun. Yeah... That's the thing that's lacking on most MMORPGs because of these jackasses... FUN. Taking away other's fun for your own amusement? That's pathetic.

Now to another thing that pisses me off. And it's to the point that I wish it never existed but even THAT is too much to ask for; Racism & ignorance.
I know racism is created from ignorance, but I just had to seperate these two for this.
To me. Racism is dead, but the fuckers had to bring it back to life.
I can tell I'm gonna have things mixed but both are directed to ignorance and racism. First thing, there's too many mixed races to even bother guessing or say shit about anymore... This whole "pure" crap is dead. Nobody's pure. I'm not pure. You're not pure. And those racist bastards SURE as hell aren't pure. Attacking people verbally, physically and sometimes even financially. There's NO point in that. None at all. I know a good number of people are stupid, but there's no reason for most of the other ammount of people to behave just as dumb and ignorant as them.
As for the ignorance. This is for everyone. Every single person reading this or not at all. There isn't even much to say about it. If you believe that being racist is a religion, then you are out of your fucking mind. If your parents taught you to be like that. They're going to hell. And this is coming from someone's who's not even deep into religion. If you judge people by slight appearance or how the majority of them acts in a certain area. You're fucked up in the head and more closed minded than you realize. It's alright if it's a joke or something, nothing HEAVY, but if you really mean it, fuck off. You might as well go date your 2nd cousin, knowing full well he/she is your cousin since you don't like other races. This will also go out to those with the problem with "furries" and all of that crap. Yes, my main character has fur. And a tail. But I don't like the majority of these "yiff" artwork. Even the word "Yiff" disgust me. But if there would be any of them that I would like. It's because of how the artwork's done or has something comical in it or some shit like that, just like all other drawings people would look at. Not just sexual things. I know a good number of people are into "yiff" are weird, but damn, don't label all them like that. Same goes with some people on 4chan. Or is into it. Don't like them? Don't bother. Don't like furries? Don't bother. You can dislike them all you want, nobody cares. Just don't lash out on people about it.

Whoa... this is even longer... I should take a break. xD

Another thing that I noticed that's soooo irritating and believe me, this one is the shortest in the journal. And it has to do with ignorance.
The one thing that pisses me off is people who know a completely different language that I don't know about... But gets pissy at me when I don't know a lick of it. In my mind, every time I see that happen or it happens to me, in my mind, I say to myself "Fuck off, I'm not native to your language. I don't know about it. I wasn't taught of it. So don't get pissy at me for not knowing your language and you're twice the shit if you're talking shit about me behind my back in that very same language that I don't understand." that's just thinking, 'cause I don't cuss out people for that. If that situation happens to me, the person don't know my language. That's how it is. It would be a slightly embarrasing moment for me. But I won't act out like those dicks are.

Buuut I'll try to tolerate this crap a bit more... I'll try...
That's all I have to say for now. I might edit this later.
Oh and to all of my friends. Luv ya. :3
If anyone wants to try something like what I did in this entry. Go ahead. I would like to see it.
And to I love you and really miss you. Hope we can talk soon.
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It's nothing to do with DA or Furc or anything online. Just venting because I have the feel I need to...

To start it off with this... As a child, I had a temper that's so short that it's safer to light the fuse of a bomb that is cut down to a centimeter...
And would fight and/or break anything I'd get my hands on...
Why I'm saying this is for later on.

Okay, earlier today, when I usually don't wake up, I overheard my mother over the phone in my own room, she does the usual shit of telling the first person she talks to on the phone every single thing. BUT this time she was calling me and the rest of her children crazy. Not that "Ha ha! You crazy!" kind, the kind that nobody wants to really know about or get near. Fucking bitch... That was only the start of the whole thing.

Later on while I had a friend over and we tried to enjoy ourselves with a video and computer games... Then my mother comes by and tells me to look for a CD I don't give two shits about and thought it would be in one of the three containers under my bed. After 15 minutes of looking and putting the containers back, I didn't find it, but under some random crap, my mother found it, laughed, I didn't care. Then the bitch came up to me and literally rubbed it on my face, so I put my hand in front of hers in reaction then we got into an arguement. It kept going to the point where I understood why my brother and sister moved out of the house and even said it in front of her. The bitch demanded respect after disrespecting ME of all people.
Then the arguement continued and then she said the one thing that made me want to attack her, she said to me "know your place" and that was the point where I just got back to the very short temper except with less breaking. I'm the type that's strongly against any treatment of owning someone's life as some kind of material possession. That's what was setting me off...

The fucking bitch tells me how I'm not letting things go with that temper I have... IF IT WASN'T FOR HOW SHE ACTED, I WOULDN'T BE THAT WAY! In my mind, I'm screaming out SO many cuss words that could describe my mother that if I said it out loud, we would've been fighting and I would be kicked out of the house. The only one that isn't even letting go at all is my mother, fucking old, flappy fat ass gorilla-looking bitch bringing up dead memories. If I was exactly the same as I was years ago, I would've broken half of the whole entire house, including some of her bones.

So now, I need to look for some jobs and some other things that can help me a good deal. Also, right now I would love to see my mother in emotional pain in equivilant to the ones she's given me for all of these years. The second I move out and be able to get enough money to get as far away from her as possible, I'm cutting off all kinds of communications to her, making my own bank account, have my own profile and the day where I could meet one day and probably be married to her and have children. I'll be like the parent mine never was.

If I had the choice between an abusive mother or my mother to live with. I'd rather not have either and fend for my own damn self.
But who am I kidding about giving her emotionalt pain? Bet by two months she wouldn't even know who I am.
Which is a good thing since I want to go as far away from her as possible. Not in a running away manner, more like... If she can't respect other people in any sort of way at all, there's no point of being there. So the bitch will stay alone for the rest of her miserable life, barely working at all and rot. Wasting her money on extra crap that's not even needed. So right now, I need to find a job. Need to practice on voice acting... Try to draw to the point where it's commision worthy and some other crap that'll help make some money... Just so it'll be the day when my mother wouldn't expect me to leave her there. This is the very last time my mother has pushed me and it's out the door this time. My sister's the only one in this damned family I respect... Everyone else... I fucking hate them... I hate them to the point where I don't want to even have an unconcious thought about them anymore. As hard as I try to tolerate this shitfilled family, it got me nowhere. >=/
I swear they should be lucky to even have me as the youngest instead of the other ones these days... With all of the shit they pulled... They would've been killed... Or at least shot at.

Guys, trust me. Trust every word of this. Don't try hard anymore. Never try hard on something you don't like. If you can't stand it, plan your way out of it and carry through with it. Which is what I'm going to do now...
Fucking crusty, overweight, crazy ass - ... Now I know why younger kids these days and some people my age act like this... Fuck it, I'm going to bed. See ya, everyone. Would be talking about other shit, but I'm just too pissed off... And don't tell me about that crap about going to bed angry...
And before I go, if anyone would like to play Ragnarok Online. Here's a server I would like you to visit. [link]
Or at least give this link to someone you might think would play it.
Anyways, with this, I leave. See ya.
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I know I haven't submitted anything, been doing random crap and lining some drawings and stuff on GIMP and MS Paint. But to what I have to say.

One of my relatives just a while ago today told me he's been getting word from someone I don't even know that I'm out a 1 A.M. with "my girl"...
That is just plain stupid, really. The part that pissed me off about it is... Well... All of it. Even though this happened MONTHS ago, I only stayed at my friend's house 'till midnight to leave 'cause of a couple of reasons... Got a little soaked into some PS2 games that I'm not listing and so I don't have to deal with my mother's bitching when she gets at her house at 11 P.M. so I wait 'till midnight to leave the house.
Honestly, my mother would just find the tiniest and dumbest things to bitch at me about.
And second... This pissed me off even more. Made me realize how Psycho Mantis feels... Fucking bastards thinks of nothing but what goes in their pants... In this case, others'... What's the problem of having a girl for a friend? It's not like it's some kind of ghetto Romeo and Juliet shit...
Makes me sick that people would assume that kind of crap. It's like friendship between a guy and a girl doesn't even exist in this AIDS infested city... Yes I'm blaming those bastards for thinking that way 'cause that's all they do about people. Just look at someone and think of SOMETHING sexual. Or just plain sex. They want to know what goes in people's pants?! How about THEY GET AN 18 INCH SHOVED RIGHT UP THEIR ASS AND HAVE IT FUSED INTO IT?! >=/

Now about the Sonic fanbase I've witnessed on YouTube... It's retarded. I'm sorry to say, but the whole Jason Griffith vs Ryan Drummond "War" makes less sense anymore, dumbasses wishing death upon the freakin' voice actors, death on some fan - in fact, someone would even have the nerve to bring something personal into crap like that. And someone got their account hacked because of that crap too. In my opinion, Jason should've never voiced Sonic in the games. Barely anyone watches Sonic X from 4Kids because of the damned voice actors doing a lousy job - except Mike Pollock, he did a good job with "Eggman". So why would they bother using the lousy voice actors the majority of people hate in the games?!
Here's a little hint, Sonic Team. Stick to the side scrollers or at least learn from the Sonic Adventure series!
...Seriously, Jason even hates his role as Sonic's voice actor. What the hell? You can even look up the bastard's name on Google and you'll never see a picture of him smiling, but instead, cussing out the people who asked about his role as Sonic's voice actor.

So anyways, the fanbase on YouTube is what some say... worse than
the Final Fantast VII fanbase 'cause of how far they've taken something as trivial as this, those who did that, take at least 5 steps out of your room, then twenty steps out of the house and stay there for about an hour. Sega and Sonic Team needs to start listening to the majority of their fans instead of the tiny bit who doesn't know the difference between a good game and a bad one... And SPEND SOME FUCKING TIME ON THE GAME! Like Sonic Rush... And Sonic Advance ~ 3.
I've heard about the new game being worked on called "Sonic Unleashed" ... He was leashed?
But the story... Uhh... How can I put it... It doesn't make the game sound all that interesting... All I know is that they better come up with something good with a stale story. Not going to bother with the details, go find it yourself.
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Fucking bastards, for thinking stupid crap like that about friendship between a guy & a girl...

And to finish off this thing you guys bothered taking your time to read, there's a game I was told about about a week ago called NosTale. Heh, I'm glad she told me about it, gave me a nostalgic feeling of the old MMORPGs I used to play, one before it went P2P and the other being ruined 'cause the staff screwed up worst than Sonic Team did. And it seems like SaffronRO is on it's way to going to it's new version, hope it'll be done soon, so I can invite some of my other friends and RO users to join.

That's all I have to say about this now. See ya.
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And I think the today's Michael Jackson's an imposter.
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